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hi all spur of the momment is sometimes nessasarry,if you really want to do something,be somewhere or meet someone you just have to decide to do it just get and and go,dont stay where you are now but physically move to where you want to be,overplanning is Ive found is not very helpfull cause all thats happening is the same repetivitve talk and thoughts,but a clear lack of action to get something done,so Ive decided the best thing to do is take action be spur of the momment,plan but not overplan so that the chances of succeeding are hopefully better improoved and instead of just willing myself to move actually move to where I need and want to be its a decion thats been hard cause its almost like everyone else has been up untill this point trying to decide the decion for me ,wher as now I finally have the space to actually learn some things for myself and figure things out more or less maybe things wont work out long term but at least I can try and thats what matters,I need to try again even if fear tries to stop me,even if people ultimately reject me I need to get a move on cause its decions based on my life I cant stay here and do nothing,I have to try ,try to be brave to take a step out on my own,out of a very acustomed comfort zone,take a leap,after all the only one stopping me from going where I want to go is ironically me,But I have to be brave and try at least now with less noise I can learn things ,now that the noisy chatter has stopped I just need to try and do what I want to do ,even if I fall flat,Fail,or make a mistake,because right now the worst mistake is not to try at all oh and another thing never put the the responsibility of your self worth onto someone else when thats not there resposibility its your responsibility and also hard as you try you cant fix anyone elses problems either,but I do need to try this goal,its important not to become stuck and not to just stay where you are especially if it doesnt make you happy to stay there,we all have to make our choices about our individual life journey,even if its hard to take that step forward,we have to try or else we never know what we could have achieved or what could have been we just need to try to find out and then maybe our fears would be behind us and not infront of us,maybe then we can bravely be who where ment to be this post may not make sense to anyone but its I geuss me trying to motivate myself to go forwardin life and not settle with what doesnt make me happy thanks for reading LostAngel
