Something’s not right
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05-04-2021 08:23 PM
05-04-2021 08:23 PM
I feel stable but something's still not right?
I've had a really hard past 2 years. 24 inpatient admissions, psychosis multipe times, multiple suicide attempts and just a ton of instability. At the moment I'm feeling good, refreshed and in control. I'm happy but I don't feel manic. I've only been feeling good for around 2 weeks now, but this is seriously one of the longest periods of stability I've had in close to a year thanks to my rapid cycling bipolar.
But I still don't feel quite right. Maybe it's just me still dealing with all the bad stuff that's happened, or maybe I just forget what it's like to feel normal. I do feel a bit lonely becuase I've lost a lot of friends in this journey, so perhaps that's contributing to it too. I guess I feel a little uneasy too. I'm worried that I'll have another episode and that this stability will end. I haven't been having a good time with my psychiatrist so I'm changing psychiatrists but that might take a while so I'm also worried that that may contribute to my instability.
Overall I'm okay, not brilliant, but okay. Let's hope this keep continuing and getting better!
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05-04-2021 09:41 PM
05-04-2021 09:41 PM
Re: I feel stable but something's still not right?
Not fair. Why this happens. Just letting you know you are no way alone. Although you don't know me. I too am feeling overwhelmed. My daughter is struggling too and all I want to her to know is that I'm there for her although she tejosect me and I know I can't really help her but. You are not alone.
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05-04-2021 09:42 PM
05-04-2021 09:42 PM
Re: I feel stable but something's still not right?
Not fair. Why this happens. Just letting you know you are no way alone. Although you don't know me. I too am feeling overwhelmed. My daughter is struggling too and all I want to her to know is that I'm there for her although she doesn't believe me and I know I can't really help her but but I am there for her . You are not alone. I'm thinking of you. Take care. Xx