not coping

[Snowie]

Morning @Former-Member @outlander @Former-Member and anyone else around.

Hoping your day goes well 💜

[outlander]

Thanks @Snowie @Former-Member
Not a good day here atm

[Eve7]

🤗💜🤗

@outlander 

[Former-Member]

Is there anything you want to talk about little one? Just know I am here and sitting with you. 🦖🦖🦖 @outlander 

[outlander]

Life is just really pushing my limits atm @Former-Member got abit out of control today and ended up sh. Dissapointed in myself since its been weeks since i last done any sh.
The bills are pileing up and ive reduced as much as i can. I almost had a heart attack when i opened the carer bill for pop. He's managed to wrack up a $700 bill in 2 months! 5 sessions! I dont know how to pay everything off. Im almost finished my loan and my hospital bill, just done my very large pathology bill and still have to try and save for other appts and general living as well. My allergies are just making it to hard. Its all so expensive and nothing lasts long either (my bread that i can have is $7 tiny and once opened only lasts 3 days)
Im struggling to cope with what happened a few weeks ago as well and any knock at the door sends me panicing even when im expecting someone. Few other things here that i cant talk about but i just can barely breathe here

[Snowie]

Sorry to hear @outlander 

Sounds like you have lots happening at the moment

Sitting with you sis, listening too sweetheart 💜

[outlander]

Thanks @Snowie 💜

[Former-Member]

My friend, I am at a lost at what to say. You already have a heavy burden on you very young shoulders. I am sorry things are so difficult for you, I have been where you are now and I know how hard it was for me to deal with it,  so on top of your ongoing medical issues I can't even imagine how you feel. I just know how strong you are even if you don't feel it you are. 

Sorry it took me so long reply, it's been a very "switchie" kind of afternoon, lots of lost time. 

I wish there was some Real way I could help you little one. @outlander 

[outlander]

@Former-Member 💛

[Eve7]

@outlander 

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