living in hell and knowing I need to leave

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theres a friday coffeee thread just been opened @fruitisgood if your in mood to join?

i didnt want tag in case was out of place or unwellcome by you 

all good people you would be wellcome for also being good people yourself

[REDLINEZ750]

@fruitisgood a short one

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Yesss agreed ! I think my best snoozes are when I nod off while reading a book! Not so much a car though no haha. 

awe thankyou for being considerate. I welcome being tagged in other threads though, so long as theres no expectation Ill engage. It honestly will probably make me more likely to engage too. Not that I should rely on waiting for invitations for things, but that how it be sometimes in the ol head. So youre welcome to tag me if youd like 🙂 

Thats a lovely little poem thankyou for sharing.

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its actually the stool and porch outside my room @fruitisgood, i took the pic from where i sit on edge of bed i just used ai to remove some rooftops that are usually seen

thannk you just a short one i  thought to share

[REDLINEZ750]

hope you be in  good headspace @fruitisgood 😊

[REDLINEZ750]

hey @fruitisgood  i saw you post elsewhere then forgot where it was when went to go back

just want say glad the covids passing and you feeling better !

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@REDLINEZ750  Thanks I think the worst is done. Today hasnt been a kind day. I tried to engage in the community chat and just couldnt bring myself to do it today. I will try again another day. 

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@fruitisgood that is so relatable😊

i hope you know to give the  thought alone let alone the attempt recognition it deserves?

i really apologise if i put you in an uncomfortable position by bringing it up

please i was not wanting you to feel pressure i just thought it beneficial  for uyou meet some other peeps before i offend or become boring 😁

when bback to work ?

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thankyou for the reminder that trying is a win. It helps to be reminded and enforces the compassion muscle ♡  

Start work again late next week. Giving myself lots of time to recover 

I came up with a cool art idea tonight. I like that the creativity is coming in small bursts. Also drew some nice flowers (ill attach a photo)   

Your porch in that photo seems like such a peaceful little space. Bet you can enjoy a goooood solid sip of tea (or coffee) on a porch like that. 

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@REDLINEZ750  I just realised I forgot to add a tag to my last response oops ! 

Feeling much better now.

Hope you enjoyed the long weekend !