Hi Iβm new here so I apologise if this post is in any way awkward or out of place as Iβm still getting the hang of it, I have joined this forum as my social life in the last few years has gradually dwindled to nothing and now my partner of five years has broken up with me recently who was the only person I had regular communication with aside from my immediate family. I have complex PTSD as well as panic disorder with agoraphobia, anxiety, depression, chronic fatigue and pain, and Iβve had multiple health professionals suspect that I likely have ADHD too which Iβm waiting to get assessed for. I feel extremely lost right now and havenβt made new connections in years and as someone who struggles with both trust issues and extreme fear of abandonment Iβm worried I might be alone forever. I only have my mum left in my life now and sadly sheβs not immortal. Iβve been more alone than ever for years now which seems to only keep intensifying.
