My sweet, sweet lil Sis @outlander. You are NEVER a bother. EVER. I have been missing you so much as well, but I'm so disconnected from here now, it's hard for me to find a space or place where I feel comfortable. It feels so crowded here sometimes but everyone absolutely has a right to be here and be supported. And I'm aware that you have so much going on in your own life that consumes and overwhelms you, I don't want to add to that. I've always tried to let you approach me in your own time. You know you have my love and support even when I'm not here.
You never overwhelm or add to my own things. I love talking to you about anything and everything. No matter what i will still be here for you too. Tag away! I love hearing from you even when i might not be able to reply straight away. @Sans911
Ive had to think and make some decisions about the horses and my clients the past few days. Its not sitting to well with me atm because im not use to down grade from helping but i think i have to at least for a while anyway.
Ive also managed to find an allergenist suitable for me too. Shes 2.5hrs Away though but shes through the public system so financially its so much better so its worth it and more of a relief too. Just have to get a new gp refferral addressed to her.
How are you going? I think you had to go to the clinic today for a wound check?
They were almost healed @outlander when a couple of places started to break down. It just felt like everything was happening like before. I'm no longer even, and I have very visible criss cross scars. My whole body shape has changed dramatically. I'm not satisfied at all.
I'm a bit up and down atm. OK one minute, tears the next.
Thats a real bugger @Sans911 the setbacks really dont seem fair. I dont blame you for being up and down, its alot to juggle and youve been doing it for such a long time now too. If those wounds would cooperate and just heal properly im sure that would be better for you and help allow you to move forward
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