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21-08-2020 10:44 PM
21-08-2020 10:44 PM
How do you feel safe again?
I was drugged by my ex. It was mdma. I thought I was going hysterical.
he would often abuse me and sexually abuse me.
he hurt me bad before he suicided. He drugged me a few times to my knowledge .
I know now he used a lot of drugs.😔I don't think the mdma did me any good. He was such an asshole to do that.
I never feel safe now. I am edgy. My heart rate often goes over 150. I am scared to live. Scared of people.
I love life. I don't like feeling so awful. Can't process it all, believe it's happened to me and that I had to tolerate it. He was dangerous. He said he wanted to leave but when I cut off he would threaten suicide.
he isn't here but I am still scared. I have been abused several times by different people. I have ptsd. It's hard to be here a lot of the time
i need time to process and heal but life is so busy. I am trying to find support and ideas but I am hopeless at communicating due to being autistic.
I was told to make noise to get help😔 I don't think so. I had a good OT session today and donuts do it was a bit happy!
Gratitude is good. I hope everyone is okay.
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22-08-2020 04:01 PM
22-08-2020 04:01 PM
Re: How do you feel safe again?
hi @Cocoloco
im sorry youve been through so much in your lifetime already.
do you have any professional supports to help you along and start to recover and help you to feel safe once again?
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27-08-2020 10:40 PM
27-08-2020 10:40 PM
Re: How do you feel safe again?
Hi. At the moment not what I need. The help I have is useful. I am just quite tired and needed help with some practical things.
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27-08-2020 10:53 PM
27-08-2020 10:53 PM