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02-10-2017 09:11 PM
02-10-2017 09:11 PM
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i just completly balled my eyes out in the shower. i feel like a total looser. a waste of space. a waste of air. a nothing
im nearly 21 and literally have nothing to show for it and its really dawned on me.
i have no idea how to change, i so despartley want to change but i have no idea how to
oh god im going again 😞 😞 😞 😞
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02-10-2017 09:20 PM
02-10-2017 09:20 PM
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@outlander I'm sorry you feel this way my friend.
When I see your posts, I see a bright, intelligent, articulate young woman writing about things which are clearly not her fault and who desperately needs to give herself a break.
You've accomplished many things even since I knew you here! Take your studies for example, you're one smart cookie and you're motivated too.
For the record, when I was young, I had no idea where I was going and what I was doing myself. I eventually went with something I thought was the right fit. You'll find your fit in this haphazard world eventually, that I am totally sure of!
Hugz
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02-10-2017 09:33 PM
02-10-2017 09:33 PM
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I dont know how to fix me at all. I dont know what direction to go. I see normal teenage and young women who are doing all these things and here i sit caring for kids that arent mine. Doped up to the eyeballs in meds so i can be semi normal. Therapy weekly. no friends.never dated. I doubt i ever will. Family who dont give 2 shites about me. A 2oyr old who a pathetic looser fighting a battle i just cant win. A friggin cancer surgury on thursday
Wtf am i doing with this life. Nothing. I am a nothing.
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02-10-2017 09:41 PM
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02-10-2017 10:07 PM
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Let me ask you some questions. Why did you study the units or courses you did? What do hope to achieve from them? And what do you want your life to look life if you could fix everything right now?